Hello friends.
My name is RAJA and I live with my brother and sister-in-law (in my language vadina), They both are very lovely couples and are very kind. I never seen any couple like them in my life. My father kicked me out of my house, because I failed my degree not once or twice but trice. so I am now here living with my brother in different city away from my Village. Though I never give attention to my books my maximum attention was on my looks I got my ears pierced after watching my favourite actor in a movie getting it done and then I started to increase the size of my ear studs. Once man bun got into trend I started growing my hair long because it look nice with ear piercing and atlast I started to apply eye liner I know all these are feminine stuff but I just added to my fashion. Who cares it was trend now. Then I started to buy and loved to wear skinny jeans and tank tops oops we men are supposed to call them t-shirts I guess, whatever other call them I wore them I don't care. Next my fashion went bracelets so I buy bracelets for me and started to wore two, three or more in one hand to match my dress and just a watch on other. I started to enjoy my life without any issues as my brother or SIL didn't said any word about my dressing.
As you know time will be not same all the time my bad time started, After some days at that time in my ears I used to wear golden studs having flowers shape at end, which was gifted to me by my vadina on my birthday I know that this earrings were wore by my vadina in her teenage. I reluctantly took them and wore as my vadina forced me by saying that a gift can't be rejected and also by wearing them my ears look beautiful. My hair has reached my neck, so I started to comb my hair and kept in open daily. My eyes look bright and gorgeous with my eyeliner. After few days My brother had to leave us as he got transfer to new location atleast he has to work for a one years there. My vadina has her work here so my brother said me to live with her as he don't want her to live along.
When my brother left, Things changed my vadina whom I always thought was a lovely and soft person has changed into a slightly dominant woman (bit less than hardcore). At first she asked me to help her with the house work and I hated it. But I helped a little which were to just as I can do in a minute. Later she started to give me girly job like to broom the house, cut the vegetable, wash utensils, cloths, etc,. I started to opposed her orders.
She said "am I looking like your servant or wife to wash your utensils and underwear but still I do right so what's wrong in helping me? If u think it's that degrading why don't u go back to your dad until ur brother comes back" that give me shock though she knew I can't go, I knew I had no other choice for me and another main reason was my brother ordered me to be with her upto his return which I can't disobey.
With much reluctant I started to help her at first we distributed our work together I washed dishes and she washed our clothes though she did that in a washing machine and I had took from dryer and hang them for drying on terrace and then I have to take cloth after drying from terrace but folding was done together. Sweeping and mopping was done on alternately and one months passed like this and I felt it was natural and easy for me to do the chores. My hair which was now reached my neck she started to style in a way that it not disturb me while doing my household chores.
My vadina was very good in hair style, Daily my vadina used to do my hair. Can you guess about my hairstyles, she used to make "MAN BUN OR PONYTAIL" which included styling and twisting my hair into a bun and placing a huge claw clip on it to stay in place she says it helps my hair from getting untied while I work, well it was true, when I went to dry the clothes on our terrace I could hear giggle from the neighbours aunties who also come for dry their clothes and give me a smile when I see them.
Me and vadina started to get close. My habits started change instead of sitting in front of a computer or roaming around the city with my friends I started to do house work and watching TV serials and gossiping about them with my vadina by noticing the women's makeup, jewelry, hairstyles and mostly about their saris, dresses, the works on it like embroidery, etc. Some times she praise me on my opinion about sarees.
Another month has passed like this My vadina has got some free time in her daily life so she started to do beautician course online. She has hear about the course from her friend who was also learning same from her house. We know that without well pratice no skill can be learned. For trails and practice she needed a dummy or any volunteer
She was very lucky enough she had one available and it only took her a cute face and a very sad emotional "please" to convince me as I had long hair (now my hair was above my mid back). so she can work on it,
At first she said that she wants a body to wax body hair, a face to do makeup, legs and hands to do manicure and pedicure, nails to practice nail arts, fully grown eyebrows which can be done in any shape they wish to do. Well thank God she started with the painful one first as it was the easiest to do and she took one hour to complete my full body waxing. When I started to get up she said that to wait and ordered me to close my eye when I did she tied both my hands to bed I started to oppose but it's too late she tied my hands completely. Then my legs also tied to bed the she said that she wants to waxed my private area It was like 1000watts shock run through my body. I started to shout no no please.... But she put one piece of cloth in my mouth. And lowered my underware then came my rod out. By seeing it she said it was larger then my brother. By smile face she started to wax my private area.
It was very painful then before I want to die there itself. She completed it in 10 minutes then inspected my body clearly so that I has no hair on my body below my neck. When she was happy she untied me. I removed the cloth from my mouth and wear my underwear my body was boring like anything because of waxing. She give me a tube which has a white cream and said that to take bath after 5mins applying it on my body. When I applied it to my body I feel cool after applying it to my body fully below my neck. I want to know what was that cream so I check the uses of that cream. I came to know that it was for to avoid rapid hair growth. Mostly it was used to get postpone the pain of waxing. I got anger on my vadina. Then I took my bath on my head
When I came out after wearing my clothes. I started to shout at my vadina. By seeing her sad face I stopped to scold her. She said that as I give more important to fashion she think my body was very ugly with body hair so she made me to apply that as she don't want me to have waxing pain repeatedly. To her concern I have melted like a ice under the sun. After completing our lunch. I even got my facial hair waxed, thread my eyebrows and the facial makeup.
Yes No beautician wants to learn how to do and shape a man's eyebrows so she given me feminine shape for eyebrows and did lovely facials and then came makeup my SIL did a wonderful job if I was a girl then I would be happy because a girl face was looked back at me when I see into the mirror.
That's when I learnt that right makeup can really transform anyone to beautiful. But should have patience to look beautiful because they have to sit for long time. To my suprise I was stuck for the whole day looking like a like a girl dressed in boy's cloths which matches the makeup. My vadina confined that I have to be like this for this whole day. She has done a great work which I can't say no.
Then we started our daily chores and prepared dinner and then I remembered that morning I kept cloth to dry on terrace I have to pick them now but I was tensed to go as anyone can see me in this getup and can laugh at my face so I ask my vadina to get them from terrace I said to her that I want to be inside the house as I don't want anyone to see me like a girl dressed as boy which I am not. But she refused and said it was my duty so I have to be done. Without any option carefully I got on the terrace by the clearance of no one on neighbours terrace I started to take the clothes fast but when I took the last one my neighbour aunty came and saw my me but I can say she can't me see me clearly as I run fast to down. After some time I forgot about my makeup. And started to do my work When we were in deep discussion and folding the cloths the door bell rang she said to me to see who was there at door I have to go because in her hand there was saree which was in middle to fold. I opened the door casually, there the aunt who saw me on terrace few minutes back. By seeing me she started to laugh. By seeing her I came to sense and run like a little girl to hide.
I went near my vadina and said aunt has came and what happened earlier. Then my vadina took control of the situation. Then my vadina give glass of water to aunt. Then they started the conversation but In a disrespect way Aunt said that I know that Raju want to grow his hair and his ears has pierced but I don't know that he wants to become girl. My vadina become angry by listening to aunt then my vadina said that he never wants to be girl he is a boy but who wants to grow his hair and do others in the name of fashion. The makeup which you see now was done by me by forcing him. It was not his choice to get makeup and listen if he wants to become like a girl then he can it's his life and his choice. Who are we to stop. Lastly my vadina said that please don't degrade or disrespect other and there wishes. Please respect other's feeling like a pure human being.
By listening to my vadina words I loved her more then anything because of her heart. I enjoyed those movements, I started to roam freely without listening to other as I have my vadina on my said. Days want fast she daily did my facial and other beauty treatment on my face I enjoyed every minute with her when getting manicure and pedicure and my nails painted was a very relaxing but Then came my favorite part well I thought it was because I love my hair more then any other thing and there is nothing more satisfying than getting pampered while getting my hair done I enjoyed the spa session and massage sessions and to be frank I Even like my hair in different styles she straightened, curled, sometimes she did both I secretly loved my hair straight with curls at the end so I always ask my vadina to do make like that.
Apart from being a dummy or test subject. My vadina started to teach me what she learn so I could do them on her and she doesn't have to visit a parlor or get her hands dirty. Then came hair styling class and I loved it so much and learn all different hairstyles braids, buns, updos, you name it. I tried them all on my own hair and I really enjoyed doing on my hair with my own hands. I used to close my door stand in front of my mirror and see a girl with full makeup, Tiny earrings, smooth body, and always I styled my hair in free flow with curls at end as you know I like it more. I used to love the action that when my hair get scattered I have to put my hair behind my ear elegantly. it's an amazing feeling.
My hair started to grow fast as it was been taking care by my vadina. Within three months after my brother went My hair was just one inch above my hip. Due to long hair and makeup, When I go out to get some thing or for any work people who don't know me think I was a girl and address me as a girl. Guys on road were going crazy about me and girls feel jealous of my hair and looks. One day when we went to temple there priest give rose flower for both of us. I know he thought that I was a girl so I took that without any issues. My vadina kept that rose between the flower she wore and I was thinking where to keep the flower, after she done with her she took my rose from my hand and put in my hair. I showed anger like a girl. On seeing my anger started to laugh by seeing her I also started to smile.
Temple was free so we sat their for some time and started to gossip. After some time when we went out of temple. A lady who sells flower stop us and give some Jasmine flower to us to wear when I said we don't need. Then that seller said today's generation has not know about our fashion behind the culture. A girl with long hair will look beautiful only when she wore flowers in her hair and see her what she wear (yes I still dressing in a guy clothes and for some weird reason I hated to) then without any buzz my vadina took flowers and paid to her and pinned those flowers to my hair. I liked the smell and enjoyed how it movements on my hair.
That day I didn't took those flowers from my hair. My vadina also didn't said anything. Next day when my vadina done my hair I ask her to pin some flowers and said I like the smell. She think for some time and went near refrigerator and took garland from it and made into two half and came near me then she said to turn back. I did that then she put one half garland in my hair. After that I braided her hair and put another half in her hair. Before our house there was a small space there she grow some Jasmine and other flowers plants. Daily morning after breakfast we pluck the flowers from the plant and we did it into garland then we made your braid and put flowers in them. Everyone around us get used to see my avatar after some days they started praise my beauty.
Now I was with full makeup on my face like a girl from Bindi sticker to lipstick and then my hair which was at my mid back styled in a girly way and has placed garland in them. My body was glowing without the hair. My hand and legs looks very delicate because it has got pedicure and manicure mainly because I got my 20 nails has nail arts which was definately very girly art. In boy's cloth
To be continued....
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